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Ko'pincha siz ro'yxatdan o'tmaysiz

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muhim daqiqalar
ular sodir bo'ladigan tarzda hayotingiz.

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Siz faqat ular bo'lganini ko'rasiz
orqaga qaraganingizda muhim.

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Xavfsizlik kamarlarini o'zi.

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Nima qilishimiz kerak?

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Biz biror joy topishimiz kerak
yaqin. Yaxshi joyda.

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Muqaddas jin!

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Buzmoqda va kirib bormoqda
past yotishning eng yaxshi usuli?

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Sizningcha, u o'shami?
Bu yerda yashaydigan yigit?

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Bu yerda shunchaki dam olamiz, vaqt ajratamiz.

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Ba'zida Jeyms o'zini his qiladi
Men sevishim mumkin bo'lgan bola kabi.

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Haqiqatan ham sevish kabi.

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Alissa bilan birga bo'lish boshlandi
narsalarni his qilishim uchun.

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- Bu yerga qanday kirgansiz?
- Iltimos, qilmang.

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U sizni xafa qilmoqchi edi, Alissa.

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Haydovchi!

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Men uni o'ldirdim. U hech narsa qilmadi.

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Ularga buni men qilganimni ayting
hammasi, keyin yaxshi bo'lasiz.

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- Qurollangan politsiya!
- Jeyms!

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♪ Mening sevgimning boshlanishi yo'q
sevgimning cheki yo'q ♪

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♪ Oldi yoki orqasi yo'q
va mening sevgim bukilmaydi ♪

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♪ Men o'rtadaman ♪

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♪ Aylanishda adashib... ♪

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♪ Seni sevaman... ♪

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♪ Va siz bilmaysiz, bilmaysiz ♪

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♪ Bilmaysiz, bilmaysiz... ♪

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Bonni!

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Bu sizsiz!

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Bu Rey. Aziz Jozefdan.

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Biz bir sinfda edik.

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Menda shifokor bor edi
bir oz ko'z uchun patch.

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Ha, albatta.

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SCANNER OVOZLIGI

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Va ulardan biri.

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Xosh, ishlaringiz yaxshimi?

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- Bolalaringiz bormi?
- Yo'q.

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- Uylanganmi?
- Yo'q.

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Xo'sh, nima qilyapsan?

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Qamoqxona.

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Oh, to'g'ri.

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Nega edingiz, a...?

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Nima qildi...

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Men birovni o'ldirdim.

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Maqsadga ko'ra.

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To'g'ri.

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Jin!

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Meni u erga to'g'ri keltirdi.

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Meni oldingiz.

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- Sizda doim g'alati hazil tuyg'usi bor edi.
- Ha.

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Men endi boshqa odamni o'ldiraman.

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- Sizga sumka kerakmi?
- Yo'q rahmat.

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Xayr, Rey.

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♪ Va siz bilmaysiz, bilmaysiz
bilmaysiz, bilmaysiz ♪

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♪ Qanday xursandman. ♪

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Men jazo haqida bilib oldim
yoshligidan.

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Bu sevgi tufayli sodir bo'lishini bilib oldim.

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- Avstriya.
- Vena.

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- Xitoy.
- Pekin.

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- Kongo Demokratik Respublikasi.
- Kinshasa.

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Latviya.

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Latviya.

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Kiev?

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Men o'zimni his qilyapman
yuzimga mushtladi.

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Onam har doim xohlardi
men universitetga boraman.

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U borolmadi, chunki
homilador bo'ldi.

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Men bilan.

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U har doim meni birinchi o'ringa qo'ydi.

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Treska?

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- Yana?
- Bu sinapslar uchun yaxshi.

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Dadam ko'p vaqtini bog'da o'tkazdi.

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Men 17 yoshga to'lganimda u ishdan ayrilgan.

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U bizga aytishni xohlamadi, shuning uchun
har kuni u mashinaga o'tirdi

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va qadar aylanib yurdi
uyga qaytish vaqti keldi.

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Oyim buni bilib, juda xafa bo'ldi.

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♪ Sen mening maxsus farishtamsan ♪

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♪ Jannatdan... ♪

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Dadam ko'p o'tmay ketdi.

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men...

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... shunchaki sut olaman.

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♪ Jannat ko'zlaringda... ♪

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Onam usiz biz yaxshiroq edik dedi.

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Onami?

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Bu uning diqqatini jamlay olishini anglatardi
uning butun energiyasi menda.

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Buni qayerdan oldingiz?

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Men topdim.

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Bilasizmi qanaqa
ayollar buni kiyishadimi?

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Fohishalar.

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Qahvachilar imtihondan o‘tmaydi.

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Uni ye.

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Nima?

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Ovqatlanish...

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... bu.

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Hammasi.

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Hayot qiyin bo'lishi mumkin.

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Chaynashingizga ishonch hosil qiling.

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Onam menga bu bilan qanday kurashishni o'rgatdi.

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G'alati odam.

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Odamlar bilan qanday munosabatda bo'lish kerak.

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Men sizni chetlashtirishim kerak.

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Xop.

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- Men buni ushlab tursam bo'ladimi?
- Yo'q.

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18 yoshimda barcha imtihonlarimni topshira olmadim.

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Onam aslida bunga rozi edi.

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Uch As.

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Yaxshi.

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Va bu meni to'xtatmadi
universitetga borishdan.

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rahmat.

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Men u yerda ish topdim.

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Siz ham bu yerda talabamisiz?

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Ba'zan kichik qaror
katta narsaga olib kelishi mumkin.

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- Ha.
- Zo'r.

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Haqiqatan ham katta narsa.

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Ha, maylimi?

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Bu sizning davr uchun darsligingiz.

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Qimirlamang.

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Keling, boshlaymiz.

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Fuko - sharmandalik.
Uning sinfi yo'q.

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"Erkinlik - bu siz nima bilan shug'ullanasiz
senga nima bo'ldi".

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Sartr.

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O'z hikoyangizning qahramoni bo'ling.

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Va bu hikoya bilan boshlanadi
intellektual bo'ysunmaslik harakati.

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Maks Weber, Erving Goffmanni o'qing.

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Yoki ko'proq narsani xohlasangiz
zamonaviy nuqtai nazar,

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bu yigit juda yaxshi.

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Siz talaba emassiz, shunday emasmi?

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Siz shunchaki shu yerda ishlaysiz.

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Odamlar daromad olishdi
mening sinfimga kelishga haqli.

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Sizda yo'q.

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Sizni boshqa ko'rishni xohlamayman. Xop?

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Ba'zan odamlar buni qilmaydi
salohiyatingizni ko'ring.

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Shuning uchun siz ularni ko'rsatishingiz kerak.

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Bu sizmisiz?

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Bu odammi...

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... ahmoqmi?

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Ha.

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siznikimi?

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Balki.

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Mening oldimga kelishingiz mumkin
sinf. Bir shart bilan.

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Nima?

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Men bilan ichasiz. Haftada bir marta.

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Xop.

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Nihoyat, men o'zim uchun kelajakni ko'ra oldim.

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Va bu yaxshi his qildi.

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Davom etishga ruxsat.

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♪ Biz shubhalardan ustunmiz ♪

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♪ Siz ham, men ham ♪

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♪ Yaxshi qizman deyishadi... ♪

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O'tiring.

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♪ Men esa yaxshi yigitman... ♪

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Bu sizga yoqdimi?

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Unchalik emas.

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Shunday qilib...

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... menga o'zingiz haqingizda aytib bering.

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Yo'q.

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Mayli.

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Nega mening darsimni olmoqchi edingiz?

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Men qiziqdim.

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Nimada?

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Gap nimada.

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Har qanday narsadan.

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Nega talaba emassan?

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- Yorqin ekansiz.
- Imtihonlarni topshira olmadim.

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Oh.

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Imtihonlar turli darajalarda
o'rtamiyonalik, hammasi shu.

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Ajoyib odamlar
ularga yaxshilik qilmang.

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men qilmadim.

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Siz juda chiroylisiz.

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Buni bilasizmi?

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Odamlar buni sizga aytadimi?

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Siz kichkina qizil ikrasiz. Siz shundaymisiz?

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Nima?

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Siz suv oqimiga qarshi suzishni xohlaysiz.

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Kiyimlarimizni yechib olamizmi?

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Taksi oling.

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Rahmat.

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Biror narsani bilasizmi?

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Nima?

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Men seni sevib qolishim mumkin edi.

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Hali sodir bo'lganmi?

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Nima?

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Sevgi?

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Taxminan.

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Lekin, ha, biz bugun tunni tugatdik.

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♪ Men senga yuragimni berdim ♪

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♪ Uzoq, uzoq vaqt oldin ♪

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♪ Men uni qaytarib ololmayman ♪

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♪ Azizim... ♪

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♪ Va siz menga yomon munosabatda bo'lsangiz ham... ♪

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Shunchaki, bularni qaytarib beraman
va, um, buni chiqaring.

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Bu haqiqatan ham yaxshi.

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Ha. Bu mening sevimli narsam.

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Ha.

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Xo'sh, siz nemischa gapirasizmi?

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- Ha.
- Oh, zo'r!

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Xop. Ajoyib.

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rahmat.

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Bu kim edi?

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U mening yigitim bo'lishni xohlaydi.

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U meni ertaga fondu kechasiga taklif qildi.

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Bormoqchimisiz?

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Men pishloqni yaxshi ko'raman.

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Men olmoqchiman
sizning ba'zi fotosuratlaringiz.

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Nima?

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Ertaga kechqurun keling va meni ko'ring.

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Kecha-chi?

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Men bugun kechqurun qila olmayman.

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Biror narsani xohlasangiz,
kutish qiyin.

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Siz sabrsiz bo'lishingiz mumkin.

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Kim u?

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- Oh, men sizni tashvishlantirmoqchi emasdim.
- Nima?

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Men uni faqat ma'ruzalarda ko'rganman.

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Men uning ismini bilmasdim

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u meni ko'rgani kelguncha
bir necha hafta oldin.

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Men ahmoq edim...

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... u bilan yolg'iz gaplashishga rozi.

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U tashvishlanayotganini aytdi
uning imtihonlari. Men unga ishondim.

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U meni sevib qolgani aniq.

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Endi esa u... bu yolg‘onlarni o‘ylab topdi.

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U menga tahdid qilmoqda. U
Men unga hujum qilganimni aytaman.

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U meni yo'q qilmoqchi...
hayotim, ishim, hamma narsa.

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Qiz aqldan ozgan.

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Demak, bu haqiqat emasmi?

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Buni mendan qanday so'rashingiz mumkin?

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Yo'q, qarang, men... Yo'q, men...

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Chiqing!

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Yo'qol!

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Sevgi sizni juda aniq his qiladi

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nima to'g'ri va nima noto'g'ri ekanligi haqida.

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Va kimdir bor bo'lsa
noto'g'ri ish qilgan,

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ular jazolanishi kerak.

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Tez yordam mashinasi.

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Baxtsiz hodisa yuz berdi.

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Aytishimni iltimos qildingiz
o'sha paytda o'zim haqimda.

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Va men yo'q dedim.

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Men hozir aytmoqchiman.

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Men jazo haqida bilib oldim
yoshligidan.

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Bu sevgi tufayli sodir bo'lishini bilib oldim.

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Men o'zimni haqiqiy emasligimni his qilardim.

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Men hech narsadan iborat emasman.

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Lekin sevib qolganingda,

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hech narsa hissi emas
biror narsa tuyg'usi bilan yeydi,

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Bu hamma narsa tuyg'u tomonidan yeyiladi.

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Sen meni yutib yubording.

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Va meni ozod qiling.

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Bu xavfsiz ekanligini qayerdan bilasiz?

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Aniq o'g'ri signali yo'q.

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Hamma joyda chang, shuning uchun yo'q
tashvishlanish uchun tozalovchi.

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Post.

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Kamida bir haftaga arziydi.

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Buzmoqda va kirib bormoqda
past yotishning eng yaxshi usuli?

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Nima?

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Salom.

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Alissa bormi?